.Tuesday, September 29, 2009@4:49 AM.
FOCCCCCK , I HATE TODAY .simply because im not being myself that much today . im so effing sleepy in the morning , so decided to take a cab insteadd of bus to sch.&& thanks to mr andy chia for making us run around the parade square , 2 times and making us do 50 squats , simply because we report to the dnt room late . *insertsmiddlefinger* . im having a severe stomachcramp during recess time , because of i dont know what (?) . and last period was seriously a pity for me maanzxz . I hate maths lesson and there i am , suffering in maths class . my head is spinning like hamster wheels and tears start to roll down my cheecks . im feeling giddy to the effing core . why eh ? since the past few days . grrrrrrr ! where's the old hyper nora ? )): k , here's a lil something for you . { r e a d t i l l t h e e n d }
I wake, tears already filling my eyes. Without turning my head I know you're not there with me. My body is numb, except for the pain deep within me, like the center of my universe I am tethered to it. Somehow I am up staring into the mirror, I touch my face 'cause I cannot believe It is me. The vacant eyes say "no soul lives here anymore" , the lips tremble beyond my control as they fight to form the word " heartbroken ". Once whispered it is more then I can bear. I feel the life drain from me, but never far enough.My life is falling apart .My heart is broken .I thought I could trust you .I thought I loved you .But once again you hurt me .I feel like you're taking me for granted .There's nothing at this point you can say or do .I don't know wheather you're truthful .I thought you loved me . I tried my hardest .But all your doing is letting me down .All I did was cry .It's so heartbreaking . I don't even want to talk to you .We need some time and space .I'm sure you're going to find someone new . Beacuse you've done this before .But enough is enough. I don't want to say good-bye .But you're leading me to it . If this is all you're going to do I will say good-bye .
