my eyes is so tired of crying . my brain is so tired of thinking .

i need a break , dont you think so ? because i dont want all these problems to affect my health nor studies. basically,today sucks real bad,real real bad.my head is spinning like hamster wheels.i cant think straight. Value education's period was the worst of the worst , all thanks to the sickening stomachcramp.my vision is blur and i just feel like going home.PFFFFFT !

and yes , i cant continue liying to myself saying that im

alright . but the fact is , no . i am not alright . to me , every

thing is changing darastically . why do all these have to

happen , to me ? do you know how much i miss having

all the fun times with you ? do you know how much i

miss talking otp with you till late at night ? do you

know how much it hurts for me when you send all those

msgs to me ? i know im such a bad friend for you ,

go and look for another better bestfriend thn me okay ?

hopefully , im gonna be , okay (: